I started painting after a major health scare. A few years ago, I was told I was going blind in both eyes due to an infection that had damaged my retinas. I had two options: surgery or monthly injections, and neither guaranteed I’d get my sight back. I chose the treatments, which involved getting injections in both eyes every month for almost two years. Each time, I’d temporarily lose clarity: I was able to see color, but not form. It was disorienting. For the first 24 hours after each injection, my vision would blur almost completely before slowly returning to something closer to normal.
That first year was especially difficult. I was depressed, unsure if I’d ever see clearly again. Eventually, I started reading more, listening to podcasts, and doing anything I could to shift my mindset. I realized I needed to find a way to turn the experience into something generative. That’s when I began painting. I started with small, abstract florals: images that reflected how I was seeing the world at the time. Flowers were the first thing that brought me a sense of joy. Even in abstraction, they had presence.
Over time, the florals evolved into larger pieces and more expansive landscapes. Still abstract, but rooted in the way light and color registered in my field of vision during those treatments.